5:30 am

It is just about 5:30 am and I was just sitting at the computer pretending that I could go back to sleep, and figured I would just write a little blog. Baxter loves that we finally got the desk that the computer sits on cleaned off because now he can just sit right next to it and purr and get all the attention in the world...so if you ever see a few missed letters or something strange, that was just Baxter's way of contributing.

Things here are still quiet, it is definitely a strange and different time. Jay and I both keep asking each other, what in the world should we be doing? We are definitely enjoying our time together, pledging to make sure we don't take each other for granted once the baby comes, but it is still really weird to be watching tv downstairs only to think it won't be this easy and this quiet to just sit and do practically nothing. So we are transforming our anxiety into just hanging out in the moment, nothing that any second things will change forever.

Fall is definitely starting to be in the air, the leaves are beginning to fall, they haven't really changed just some are starting to fall. Pumpkins and mums can be found every where and the smell of fall just seems to be everywhere. Yet another season is about to come to an end, summer. There is something i have come to appreciate about living here, where we are is on the end of the time zone, i have never lived on this side of a time zone before and it is definitely different, the nights stay light longer and the mornings seem to take forever to get here. Being a person who wakes and sleeps with the sun, this is throwing me off a little bit, hence the being awake at this ridiculous time of the morning, I am use to the fall sun coming in and waking me up early, and putting me to sleep early, but right now i am awake and the sun which is beginning to rise on the coast won't make it here for a bit longer. This is great come november, when i usually am so exhausted by the lack of sun in the evenings, but when i don't see the sun in the morning in september, it throws me all off....

Ok my ramblings are coming to an end, because i really am just rambling now...hope to have an update for you soon...